Jenny Holzer: Abuse of Power Comes as No Surprise - c.1984

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positive note ~

I got a new serving job at this sports bar restaurant called Bokampers and season is about to start where I live and I know I’m going to make bank. I’d just really like to get back on the right track. I’ve been blessed with a job that will help me reach all the goals I’ve set for myself.

Wish me luck mates.

lost and resentful

I don’t know what’s wrong with me lately. This past year I worked so hard on self love and I came so far. But as of now, at this point it’s like I’m starting back at square one. I have so much to love and be thankful for around me but I hate it all. I’ve been so lazy, ungrateful and selfish this whole summer it feels like. Ik now what it really is I just hate to admit it. I’ve been doing drugs again…. not that I’ve ever been an addict or anything I just go on binges per say. There’s no medium in my life and it kills me. Except I found this boy….. (I refuse to let anything too serious happen between us because in a year from now I Will Be out of here.)

Examples of stupid little selfish things I do and want to change:

Mom asked me to clean the cat litter 4 days ago and I just blew her off. I love my cats I want them to have clean litter, I love my mom she buys me anything I truly want, gives me advice, tries to help me in any way she can and she doesn’t make me pay rent even though I’m not going to school.

I don’t clean any of the house when she asks me too, and I she asks is that I do it once a week, Not a big deal at all. But instead I’d rather go to the beach and get high with my ‘friends’ These people aren’t even my friends and Why I put them over things and people that actually matter I just don’t know. 

I spent all of my savings on buying a Macbook Pro because I thought I was going to be attending college this semester, I’m not. I owe my mom like $300 and she never complains about it, just accepts any money I give hr whenever I can. 

I need to be saving money so I can buy her a nice christmas gift, pay her back, pay my car insurance and move out of here. But instead I have a serious shopping problem and spend almost every cent on clothes or gas.

Everything is just so ass backwards right now it’s frustrating as hell and I wish I knew what I did a few months ago when I had my shit together.

I like art, and by art I mean music, poetry, sex, paintings, the human body, literature.. All of this is art to me.
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For years my dad would travel the world on tour and he would take fantastic photos. I always loved looking at all the photos that he took when he got back home. Just sitting with him and looking at all the stuff he has seen and experienced. Today I have been looking through all the photos again and I came across this photo. This photo was taken at Kew Gardens in London by my dad and I think is one of my favorite photos he has taken.
late night lust.

I’m done trying with you.

That doesn’t mean I won’t think of you everyday or blog about you every night. It just means I’m physically done putting myself out there for you.

To take me and leave me whenever you see fit.

You said you would show me actions, you said things would be diffferent.

You blame it on your awkwardness but I see it for what it really is.

It couldn’t be more clear that you’re leading me on. But,

I love everything about you. Your hair, your style, your smell, your smile.

The passion you have for your interest and hobbies. I have to say your intellectual mind is what turns me on the most.

You have so much going for you and I wish you would give me the chance to be by your side and watch you grow as a person and an artist.

You say that no one gives a shit about you, but if you only knew.

If you only had the slightest idea how deeply I care for you. Call it lust, call it whatever you like but it’s there and it’s real.

This is true torture.

You know you’ve got me wrapped around your finger and I know you keep me around for the convenience. Nothing less, nothing more.

I ask the universe every night to help you open your eyes, to see me as a potential lover, not just a temporary fix until you find something more…someone better.

Maybe I’m moving too fast in my mind, maybe these are all false assumptions.

I just wish you would show me something but maybe you already have.

Maybe it’s my eyes that are closed?


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